Disappointment

I don't really feel much like talking about this but I've had some people ask me to keep them informed so here goes...My follicles did not respond at all to the medicine given to them. In the doctor's opinion if they haven't responded by now, the chances of it happening further down the line are slim. So that being said, my cycle was cancelled and I was put on Yaz. Yes, that is birth control. It was very heart breaking for me. He said we don't have that many more tricks up our sleeves in order to have a baby but we're going to try this one. I take the bc pills, then he gives me a low dose steroid and another pill to "trick" my body into doing what we want. If that does not work we will be doing IVF. Rick's mom has gratiously agreed to pay for the IVF and has told me that "we're having a baby, don't you worry about that!" Bless her heart. I don't know where we'd be without her. Anyway, that is what's going on today. I've had a really horrible day today trying to process all of this...it's very distressing to want something so badly that your body refuses to give you. Thanks for keeping us in your thoughts. We love y'all :)