Ambien Poetry

My mind is not rested; it awaits the archaic hollowing of my heart.

Of my disappointments it wishes to lie inside the hole I’ve made

I have brought myself to this place and I will try and conquer that which is intolerable of my own accord

I am nothing but characters in which people perceive me to be as gracious, a temptress, a worldly look that must mean I know it all, even though I do not.

I want to be happy, not discouraged, flourished not faded from glory.

What is my purpose here…Why have I been put here? What am I to do with myself?

So few answers for so many questions. I cry for there are so many unanswered questions.

I don’t feel all here like I should, a stranger is someone else’s skin is shuttling me to work.

Who IS that? I don’t recognize her …walk on by… that’s fine. This isn’t my life’s work

I don’t have the capacity to integrate these people, problems, dramas into mine and I feel badly for them

My hunger for life has diminished for years and I’m not sure I’ll ever get it back.

I’m not sure this and my life means that much that I would go to all that trouble.

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HP TouchSmart Giveaway!!!

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You came to me out of nowhere and into my heart forever. You were my baby for all of 12 years...looking back, it was much too short a time. My heart just breaks knowing you won't be around for us to dote on or to greet us when we come home everyday...You took care of me as much as I took care of you and you are greatly missed...more than you will ever know. I'll love you forever and always! Love, Mama

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